Life must goes on....positively!

To my dear fren Cobie......

Good things wouldn't be so good and bad things wouldn't be so bearable if I hadn't you to share them. Thank you for being the best of friends...

A lot of things to say but bottom line is I'm thankful to Allah we become frens, a good one. Best buddy I ever had.....and since that you're goin, and since the last time we met, we hug each other, all the memories of you n me flashing back.....and oh God....how I realize I miss the time we spent.....miss the things we shared.....miss the talking....miss everything about you.....how I wish we could be together again.....




Anyway, wish you all the best of luck in Cardiff, study smart, take good care of yourself.....I'm not goin to tell you again about what you should or shouldn't do....I guess you are well enough to know about that.....just be carefull and don't forget me....isk..isk...

Take care.....sayang you always....

Kalau baca paper hari2 ada sahaja berita yang menyedihkan yang melibatkan anak2 remaja kita. Buli, rogol, dadah, gangster....macam-macam....Kadang-kadang tu sampai takut nak baca paper...especially harian metro.....ada sahaja berita-berita yang menakutkan dan menyedihkan....Saya pasti ramai yg concern macam saya tapi just sekadar mengeluh dan berdoa agar ia tidak terjadi kepada kita.

Saya tak pasti, adakah pihak kerajaan tak aware pasal hal ini? Atau susah sangat nak fikirkan sesuatu utk mengatasi masalah seperti ini? Politik dah lah kucar kacir.....sosial semakin meruncing....Memanglah it takes a lot of effort and its concern everyone and it may takes time but sesuatu mesti dilakukan.....

Apakah punca utama agaknya semua ini boleh berlaku? Adakah semakin maju manusia, semakin maju teknologi, semakin parah social life?

Banyak sebenarnya yang boleh dibincangkan berkenaan dengan hal ini tp saya belum berkesempatan...insya Allah bila ada kelapangan saya akan menulis lagi tentang hal ini...cuma hari ini ingin meluahkan betapa kecewa atas apa yg berlaku....dan sesetengah kejadian membuatkan saya menangis, rasa malu dan takut.....

Saya berdoa agar Allah dapat menyelamatkan semua remaja daripada terjebak dengan hal2 yang tidak bermoral terutamanya remaja Islam dan semoga mereka menuju ke jalan yg benar.....dan sesungguhnya saya berdoa agar anak2 saya terhindar daripada perkara2 mungkar....amin.....

After all these years I've been trying to conserve everything that I had in my life, now everything is gone...I guess this is the best way for me...for the others....I'm free now....not totally free but will be....and it will be the happiest day in my life. May Allah protect me and save me....and of course forgive me for every wrong doin I've done all this while....

I accept this fate of my life n I will go on....cause life goes on.....


I like this song, but it never occurred to me that it has meaning to my life.....kepada yg pernah mendoakan untuk saya, saya ucapkan terima kasih.....

Well, this is one of the big project for me this year. I planned to climb the mount Kinabalu this October. In fact me and my husband has been wanting to climb the mountain since the last time we done it(we have done it back in 2000, which was 9 years ago, which we were so much young and energetic...) . Tapi disebabkan kami dah berempat sekarang ni, jadi tak bolehlah dua-dua pegi sekali....(which was so sad..) so my husband pegi dulu dengan kengkawan dia masa cuti raya cina baru2 ni. Me, jagalah the 2 kids kat rumah.....and furthermore I was just given birth...so rasanya kurang sesuailah nak panjat gunung kan, plak tu yg tertinggi di Malaysia....paling awal I can do heavy exercise pun after 6 months....

Actually, deep inside my heart...I've been questioning myself whether I'm still fit enough to climb the mountain or not. Half of me not confident but half of me says its not the matter of fit or not fit but the excitement of climbing it is more important. (I like outdoors activities, but due to some circumstances, terpaksalah lupakan atau biarkan atau korbankan.....)


But climbing mount Kinabalu is an exception. Mesti juga panjat. Kalau tak dapat tahun ni, tahun depan insya Allah. So, ada saper2 nak join? Sila maklumkan kepada saya....he..he...

Well I've been asking myself whether or not to register gmail account. I've got so many email addresses (which I think too much for me to handle...) but because I wanted to create a blog which need to have gmail account, so I had to….I’m just into blogging for a certain reason…I’m not sure is there any free blog setup without having specific email addresses. Actually I hate to sign up for any services on the internet, as you know...you have to put in your details etc....I'm just lazy to do it. Sometimes is just a simple services which you think you will not come back, but still they require you to sign up....God knows how many time I have pump my details on the internet...and of course some of them I have forgotten......and I got some worries if they reveal our info to the 3rd party (which they claim they are not goin to.....)